You were taken from us 4 years ago, the grief and sense of loss has been unbearable at times but something is beginning to change. We will forever miss seeing and hearing you but for those of us that truly love you, we know that you remain with us, we can still talk to you and feel that you are listening, we can still buy you gifts and feel your appreciation, we can share our memories and thoughts and feel that we are not alone. I, like your mum, had appointments yesterday and almost felt guilty that the day was'nt dedicated to you but as I stood choosing your flowers, teeth killing me, I knew that you were ok with it, that you don't want this day to be a dedication, it's just the day we had to say goodbye and that the cheap but extremely cheerful flowers were just right for us to share a few moments in which I could say 'I miss you so much'. We will never forget this day, but it no longer needs to be a day of mourning, a day of gathering,  instead it's a day where each and everyone of us, alone or with friends, will spend a few special moments remembering a very special person in our lives.

I've added a picture of a beautiful garden flower ornament mum has placed in your 'Laura' penestom, I know she would have had a few special words with you at the time. I've also added a musical tribute to both you and nan, as a family we miss you both so much, and the only thing that has helped us through this last 4 years is knowing that you are taking care of each other.

I've decided that this will be the final entry for your tribute page, people will continue to share memories, buy presents and fundraise but it will be on a more personal level, you will always be in our lives and that is tribute enough. Maybe one day this tribute will help future family members to get to know and love you, the way we do.

Stay close sweety, we all love you so much.xx